Juice of sin

I found my secret
In a forbidden place
Left me unarmed
Gravitating in space
Squeezed apple
Juice of sin
Fought it against
Skin to skin
I was defeated
But I won instead
kept the light to my path
and his face in my head

Yazalde

the fragrance

I am in.
Is it too late?
you don't seem to care
Am I a dead- weight?
Will it change if I fight for you?
I'm waiting for the end of the lies
as far as I cant stand
the deviation of your eyes
Until then
I'll wait for the sun to rise
and for the blossoming flowers
That bring the frangrance of my own skin
Mesmerize you

Yazalde

Step aside

To resign from a post, especially when being replaced.

Insanely Unnhappy

Ruining everything
To know what I want
Tears constantly fall
as a water font
I'm drowning deeper
in my own selfish pride
I'm insanely unnhappy
You're not by my side

Yazalde

I can't and I won't

I can't and I won't
be with you
hold you tightly and kiss your hand
You can't and you won't
Try to kiss me
so I cannot let you do it
and kiss you right back
We can't and we won't
surrender to each other
for the last time
I won't see you for the last time
I can't
and certainly, I won't

Yazalde

Unprotected

The walls were broken
The ones that kept us standing
I was left frozen and unprotected
Like a fetus
Who's insatiable
Small and vulnerable
I am
Without you

Yazalde

Lost cat

"If your cat has disappeared in your dream, that may mean something close to you may be lost to you .
Whatever you are likely to lose in your life it is important to seek help from other people.
How do you feel inside about loosing something important to you?
The cat in the dream may symbolize it is time for you to give up something in your life."

Yazalde

Tornado

"To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?"




Yazalde

Fill the void

Sex does not fill the void 

You showed me today
The pain in my chest
Will not go away
Because words aren't enough
You are the proof
Don't waste more words

Neither our youth

Yazalde

Friend of mine

Intertwined
With our palms  in connection
Conveying the feelings
That were in dissection
Please,
Do not fall in love
I just couldn't stand it,
Perhaps,
Possession
Shame on me

Yazalde

Let us be

It's all about that isn't it?
Female and male
Mrs Friendship is dead
Dear Sanity you're going to fail
Seems like an awkward stalking
With no reason
While I'm walking
With your yesterday
Today
Do you know my status?
Do you even know me?
Move on darling
Let us be
even if we are just
Well, whatever

Yazalde

Drooling looking at us

I thought you knew nothing
So I looked at me
Blind is the one
who doesn't want to see

You were right
Sure, of course, indeed
Just
What i needed

I was almost missing
The sound of  the night
Where our friend is shining
All big and white

Drooling looking at us
The moon will be there
Until we fade away
Somehow, somewhere

Yazalde

Chemistry

I knew it from the beginning
Hope you keep your word
When you finally find
Your singing bird

"I'm not like the others"
You are even weaker
We were almost making
Chemistry in the beaker

I hope you get it  
It takes time to break the ice
Now, go ahead and give up
But try to make it nice

Yazalde

Like a new chewing gum

Don't be so shocked
It was simply fun
Another experience
Like a new chewing gum

Make and take
With no compromise
Just to enjoy
There was no disguise

Do not get stucked
Do not blame you
Find another player
Who wants to re-do

Yazalde

Waiting in vain

What was I still doing
Waiting here in vain?
You're not even near
I must be insane

They are working  faster
Than a cigarette machine
All the hopes were wasted
In a foolish dream

The other laughs
Another cries
Hoping that one day
I reject other guys

Welcome unknown
I'm leaving the past
With no regrets
Don't look at my ass

Yazalde

Can you hold my hand?

Boiling until dizziness comes
Mom, am I going to die?
Head and heart, side by side
Fast as a plane in the sky

Afraid of every sound
Every move looks like a threat
Let's end this unknow trip
I'm beginning to sweat

I dont know where I am
Like a grain of a desert sand
Green flowers don't help
Can you, please, hold my hand?


Yazalde

From hero to zero

Like a broken mirror
With distorted face
Fallen from the pedestal
Ended up at last place

Now I find you ugly
And small like a bug
I feel like I was stoned
Without any drug

There is no simpathy
An uninteresting talk
From hero to zero
What a weird long walk

Yazalde